Clear Voice

I have no idea how to manage my time anymore. XD;; My sleep patterns are in a mess, tons of work to do, lots of money to look for and I have no idea how this math problem goes lawl.

There have been lots of travel, tests, homework and doodles haha. I’m hoping to get back on my productive side and hopefully clear up more homeworks, catch up on homework, and do more commissions since I’m planning to go to cosfest in Singapore this July. I’m looking into ways to cut my cost with my expenses there and make more money so I won’t starve there lawl. I plan to have a few personal prints, postcards and hopefully maybe a mini book with my sketches and ryu’s combined.

That is if I happen to get myself a booth.. I handed the registration form on the deadline day itself. TTwTT Though if any of you know who has a booth I can share with, I would be mostly delighted to share nee. Wanna raise some money for my college fees next year, tools and references as well. Suggestions on what I should print, which other conventions I can go to and all sorts that comes close to this, I would be glad to hear any from you guys. XD

Some doodles I manage to do when I was traveling:

Above is my new OC! His name is Ban Daed and I might develop him in the future. I’ve been particularly doodling more random characters but I happen to like this one. Did it while watching Princess Murder; too bad the last episode was sort of broken. Don’t think I can return the DVD anymore since it’s been quite a while I think haha. I think this is the best of the bunch I did.

ehhh I was rushing this one apparently it was past 6 am and I had to go to sleep haha. I don’t quite like it and the concept is a bit unfinished but I might re-draw this concept in the future

I was still trying to juggle watching anime and drawing for the first time, so you can see how divided my attention was haha XD and it looks liek lazy work.. DX I shall doodle better next time haha. I would just sell this for RM7 or so lawl. XD;; (that is if anyone would want it haha)

I might be selling of some of my copic works as well, so let me know if you’re interested. I can always book it for you till you come to a certain time nee. =3
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I have soooooo many WIPs that’s half way done lawl.. XD;; But then I’ll see if I actually have the time to finish em all, I might just finish them all after spm where I THINK I have a lot of time haha. but then I’m always busy, so you’ll never know.

I was working on this tomorrow but since I have test tomorrow, I might scan and upload it tomorrow or next week haha. I like how Maes turned out though (the elf with the green hair) but then, Ban Daed’s hair is better than the one I doodled before and the blood! <3 But then he’s too tan orz, should minimize the number of layers next time.. I’ll scan this next for sure. ^^

This one is going very very sloowww. Thanks to the angle, it’s quite challenging, I’m thinking to whether CG it, or colour it with colour pencil later when it’s done haha.

I’ve also finished inking that L I was doing as a commission, but I haven’t scanned that. XD Will be colouring it with copic when I get the chance to.

Oh dear~ too many things to put at once so forgive me if there’s anything I mentioned twice haha. It’s ok, I’ll save the crazy part for the next post on my WIPs right after this. And I have no idea whether people are actually reading this XDDD;;

Been too busy but I got 5 new copic colours! <3 I’m so happy haha, though I hope there’s a chance to actually use em orz.

Oh, my mom actually bought herself an iPhone, you should Google it~ The moment it was launched in the US, we were drooling over it lawl and she waited for more than a year for it to come to Malaysia too, but when she got that, guess who got her iPod? 8D She didn’t have to give it to me lawl, I felt like I didn’t deserve it.. *A* But thank you so much mom!! >w< I was looking for a screen protector because it’s quite scratched here and there, but it’s still usable, who cares lawl. I can watch my videos now <3 so sinful.

I got myself Utada Hikaru’s Heart Station album with my birthday money too~ It is quite the buy, though I also saw Yuna Ito, BoA and DBSK’s new singles and albums orzz. *deep breath* someday, someday haha.

Oh, I’m looking for more detailed info for cosfest 08 in Singapore this year?? The website I found wasn’t updated so it was a bit awkward that I found out the deadline for booth registration is on the 30th of April too, but I hope I got the booth now.. I hope they’ll update their site early next year.. ;w; Wouldn’t wanna miss such an experience lawl.

There is no time for almost anything, but I still manage to draw and sometimes when I’m too stressed out, I just everything aside and just draw lawl. Migraines are my best friends these days; need more sleep.

This is what I’m working at the moment, so there’s a few of people who’s helping me out with this. I tell ya, I will never want to draw anything from this angle ever again.. D: This is from my Clear Voice project and this is a sketch, just that I think some people mistaken it as a line art because my scanner’s light is too bright, all the sketch and drafts are not there O-o I’ve made some changes yesterday but I’m too lazeh to scan again XD;; and I’m not finish with it, but I’ll update it of course.

Anyways, I’m adding this to the sketch gallery, it’s ryu’s character from her Ginryu Project, I’m addicted to her characters haha.

Here’s another line art I managed to make as well, traditional though, I’m hoping that I’ll get to either CG it or copic it haha. They are characters from Ginryu as well; Ryo and Sakuya (Not much difference in names huh, we should be able to come up with more creative names haha but then oh well, I’m not the ones who came up with it) *gets bricked*

no, nothing about my nose actually, oh wait there is but oh well~

I’ve been too busy to do anything so in the end sometimes I go online (lawl, bad excuse) but lately it seems like I’m having bad days, weeks or months, orz. I’m having a cold, can’t get that good of a sleep since the mattress is hard and it hurts my back, tons of homework and notes to do, not to mention memorizing, tests every week is killing my brain, I’m practically doing homework no a desk where I ony have one space cleared to make sure there’s space for my book (really needs cleaning), I really need to draw and I bumped someone’s car today D8

Gosh, well.. the car was ok, only two scratches, everyone was ok. he was in the blindspot so I didn’t see him. That didn’t the fact that I was scared anyhow.. XD;; I think that guy was mad to begin with, but then after a while he was like “its ok ok, don’t be scared”.. “just come out and take a look with me, it’s not so bad, no worries” lawlawlawl.

Oh well, I’m still emo-ing about it since it would be nice to NOT bump into someone’s car right? XD Plus, it was after my class and on my way home, so meh classmates were all there (ORZ) but then who cares, not that I actually talk to anyone there, so I really dunno them anyway. XD;; What to worry about right? I guess if it’s not much I can always pay meh dad back. =w= (no, he’s not mad about it; but the first question he asked was “how bad is it?” so I guess he was prepared that there’ll be a few of this on my first times driving out to classes)

It always like this. I write too much. XD After that, the journal becomes too long to put meh WIPs! But then I guess since I’ll put up another journal up coz I’m categorizing these journals, orz, why am I such a C? D8 (it’s a type of personality that they like to keep everything organized, in place and neat; you can have more than 1 personality in you tho.)

Oh there’s this mangaullet.com that seems to be up and done by an artist in dA so it’s still in the develop mode. It’s like an artist community like dA too. It seems like a nice place, should test it out <3

lawl, I lied. Was suppose to update on artworks right after the last post but I was shoo-ed away from the computer orz.

Anyways, been working on Kai’s bday present. I doubt he comes around here and read lawl (and if you are, XP) Her skin was a biiittttt spoiled when I put too much pressure due to nervous-ness lawl. But I’m glad that I manage to use the broad tip! >w< for some reason I’m more confident using the felt tip lawlz

It’s copic, and I want to give her the dark gothic look a bit since ya know yada yada lawl XD Oh, I worked on this one as well, but I haven’t scanned the final result nee. I’ll scan it later today~ Not one of the works that satisfied me, but I seem to like her freckles XD though I don’t think it’s visible on the photo below.

Comments are appreciated.

Question of The Day: What is the “cute factor” for you?

Two days ago, my mom baked some cup cakes! They turned out lovely but due to not having enough sleep and stress, I didn’t get to eat much lawl. It’s tasted lovely nonetheless haha. Take a look of them:

everyone likes to lick the batter XD

oh noes, now im drooling ceh

Oh yesterday, I went to Jusco to do groceries with my mom when I heard someone screamed my name out lawl. It turned out to be one of my primary schoolmates~ I met her when I was 9 lawl. We share the same birthdate. Kewl huh? XD Anyways, she was working at a bakery store and I took one picture when I was there lawl. It’s shoo cuteeee~ >w<

Mind me, I love taking pics of weird stuffs.. XD;; Though I didn’t buy any since I’m still short of cash at the moment haha

I’ll put up another post right after this to update on my artworks. I’ll be sure to include in the Question of the Day again lawl.

omg, who has actually watched this movie? O-o

I’m a scare-dy cat haha. But it wasn’t a horror movie, though I find the story is more disturbing than scary lawl, but the director sort of did a good job and that kid can actually act the part with only about 5 lines in that movie.. =A= He’s too cute to be the son of the devil lawl. Though I feel like I’ve seen him somewhere. I kept praising and laughing at some parts, not because it’s bad or anything, just that I was sort of imagining on how the director worked with everyone and how things can actually be funny on the set orz. XD;; And my mom told me it’s no fun that it’s not scary anymore orz. >w< Sorry mommy, I thought you don’t like these sort of shows.. XD;

I have a science test this monday, so wish me luck for that. I suck at those subjective questions lawl.

Question of The Day: What kind of things that will make you dislike a person, Generally? =3

sleeping. I’m suppose to be sleeping at the moment haha.

Neko has been telling me to go to sleep these past few days. O-o Well, its a normal thing, Kai does it too. Though I find it annoying and cute at the same time, so should I smack them or pat them? XD NEVER gonna pat them lawl, I’ll never hear the end of it anyway. It’s amazing how they took on a role of a mother despite their gender orz.. XDDDDD oh well, something people don’t see everyday, so I guess I should be thankful and grateful XD But then I’m gonna listen to them because if I don’t, they’ll quite kamcao. Yesh, they love me that much~ (orz, then I’m scared to see what they would really do if they really love someone.. blackmailing people tsk tsk) XD;;;

I got a copic work done a few days ago, though I haven’t manage to post t up yet since I haven’t installed the scanner that my family has been using upstairs to my computer. It’s new-er than my scanner downstairs, so it’s cleaner >w<

Anyways, question of the day is: What did you dream last night? XD

How do you guys like the new layout? XD

I’m updating my gallery here bit by bit, I’m hoping it can be where I can showcase some of my best works yet so I would be so glad to have anyone commenting nee~ >w< But please bare in mind that I’m a web newb orz XD

Anyways, at the moment for this past one week, I’ve been working on something that I wanted to give Kai for his birthday last year~ So I’m drawing a picture of one of his characters! (I think he got a DD for that picture back at his DeviantArt account). I’m hoping I can colour it with copic if I have the specific colours for this particular character, that is haha. I’m still inking it though:

waaahh~ It was a stressful birthday, though at the end of the day, it turned out to be a great one, thanks to all who wished me happy birthday and I’m so sorry if I didn’t reply to you. Especially those who wished me by texting me, since quite broke myself, I haven’t topped up my phone credit lawl. >w<

Some people drew for me too! Though I dunno whether I can post it up whatsoever but thanks, Dan and Kai! XDD woh, but it was funny how Kai didn’t tease me since I was emo-ing at that moment lawl. XDD So natural of yew orz~ Still have that kai-tone to it tho

Ahhh~~ right, the mysterious envelope that I received yesterday from Moonmoon that actually told me not to open not until it’s 10:30 pm turned out to be this:

I was told that it’s a lucky charm, it was custom made and the crystals were expensive.. He had to order it~ O_o And it has teddy bears on it! XD Orz~ Thank you so much, moonmoonn~~~ QwQ I really really liked it <3 It came together with a drawing from him too w< I was ready to pay for it, but you guys told me it’s a bday present for them~ X3 I shall practice more with em when I have the chance!